..sometimes I'm wondering, why do people have to leave?. is it because they have too? or is it because they want too..both sounds depressing to me. I've seen people come and go, it was a terrible, horrible and scary feeling I had ever felt in my entire life. I tried not to cry because its a sign of weakness, yet the more I tried not too..the painful it is. I know things may come clear someday, and I can't wait for that day to come.